Tuesday, February 27, 2007 @2/27/2007 12:09:00 PM
it's not that i do not want to give you time, but i was afraid history will repeat itself again. long long ago, pride was more important to me and i chose to be oblivious. And when the truth slapped me, it was too late to do anything. But i believe we are strong, strong enough to overcome any obstacles. you were my top priority but i guess i was not yours =) all i want is for you to be happy with or without me. i do not want you to worry about me anymore, adding pressure to your problems. So, i'm going to be a good and sensible girl from now on.
Anyway, i cant wait for the next sleepover. mielin, you better plan one soon lols. i wanna hear all your tales and play cluedo and bridge again. next gathering with the greens is to celebrate fang's birthday. n i cant wait to club with margaret they all, i wanna try your sunset margarita. we may meet once in a blue moon, chat once in a while, but i know when i need you guys, you'll always be there for me either to lend me a listening ear, give me a shoulder to cry on or provide solutions to my problems. i'm bless to have a group of wonderful chums surrounding me.