Friday, October 21, 2005 @10/21/2005 01:53:00 PM
will try to recall wad happen this wk
met up wiv fang jessie si hong n kenneth
we didnt get to eat our taiwan porrige
i'm sick of eatin it every nite too =X
had kfc n we gossip all e way
knowin more things made me ponder
all e cravings we had
e halloween costumes r cool
i miss e toot old days =)
i know i'm thinkin too much
do i still like him n is he worth it
i hav been goin out wiv k. for e past few nights
1st nite-went river valley to have prata
2nd nite-went amk to hav mac
3rd nite-lolx went to music underground
tonite-we r havin pizzas =)
hav been cabbin around
reachin hm late
slpt for two hours b4 draggin myself to sch
couldnt concentrate on e lectures
it was a last min decision to join fang
when i went there jj was half drunk
n fang was babbling away
i guess it was e effects of alcohol on her
when everybdy stood up on me
i felt protected
k. was right
it was smth he cant give me
e security i wanted
so why should i puruse a future wiv him
when he dun even care at all
went wiv k., angie, r. n song wei
headed to music underground
it was ladies nite
fang joined us later
e place was so sleazy n smoky
met lawerence
we cab to novetel since we werent familiar wiv e place
then we walked up again
it was so hilarious
communications break down
they were dancin away
high by martell
it was on e house 239 dollars if i'm not wrong
were troublin over two things yest
him n fang
was afraid smth wrong would hav to happen to her
wanted to cab down when she didnt pick up my call
relieved tt she walked away
n joined us -wink-
it is true tt a simple yes
can save us frm e loneliness
wad m i supposed to do
deep within my heart
you r still there
i dun believe we still hav feelings for them
but why r we clingin on
when we noe nth will come out frm it
after sittin ard
fang came to my house to stay
we were too tired to chat
slpt until one
skipped my practicals
i hated make up lessons
tt means i would hav to study when every1 is havin their break
goin to sch nw
cant wait to go to work later
joining him for supper after work =)