Thursday, October 06, 2005 @10/06/2005 05:26:00 AM
i should hav noe tt
u still hold grudges against me
you r a petty guy =D
i was in pain
if i was to ask to rate frm 1 to 10
1 being e least painful
n 10 being e most
i would rate 9
but ur actions exceeded this
i wanted to find consolence in ur voice
assurance in ur msges
u refused to give me both
i guess it was all retribution
you had e prerogative
but wad bout mine??
can u give me e pride i gave to u
i was strong
stayed up e whole night
bearin all e pain
without a tear shed
though i did beg my daddy to send me to e hospital
but why m i breakin down now
after all e pain is gone
mayb i enjoyed being traumatised
or were i proud of myself withholdin all e pain
how were i to take care of them
when i cant even take care of myself
mornin shift today 7 to 3
i wonder when 3 will come
n i'm on my way to meet e guy wiv n i
buyin my sis's birthday present -winkx
then off to work..6 to 11
i noe ppl are goin to nag at me
but i'm a workaholic =)
i'm goin to forget e pain
both pyhsical n emotional
tryin to use work n oc to numb it
i wanna give e best service
e patient is already in pain
e least i can do was to make them
as comfortable as possible
i was afraid to go into tt cubicle
which i experiences so many deaths
will she still b there today??
her bp was still low when i leave
her pulse rate was bearly heard
so wad if she had so many children n grandsons
onli 5 turned up yest
anyway recieved e call frm huili
heard she's comin back to oc
glad for her =D
lookin forward to workin wiv her again..
i kept to my promise
but u didnt