Monday, June 06, 2005 @6/06/2005 07:26:00 PM
went to sch juz
to attent one hr of lessons
e bio science look easy n hard
at e same time..
1st july
-shivers-met up wiv ren xin
walked wiv him to e bus stop
wonder where he is from
he dun sound local
but i didnt ask
alex+mike+jason were there
miss them ya
alex like grow taller le
jason arh,try to make it to our next outin
fang joined us wiv her frenx
gurl arh..thanx for bein there
would b lost without u
lurb ya
played wiv biyang
today weird weird de
black balls flyin to diff holes
yupx i was a bit off form
tok wiv alex
addicted to his comdemnin
luv e way he speaks n reacts
cant wait to go out wiv u again
heard u r a crazy shopper
mux really c it wiv my own eyes
waited for u for half n hour
n my hands r still in pain
compared to those days i cried for u
this pain r bearable
forced my tears back
but e pain r jux too great
was afraid i fractured my phlagnes
puttin bio science to useall u did was to say u did not do it on purpose
i nvr say u did n i noe u wont
u do not nid to apologise
which u didnt for both e incident
cux we hav told each other countless of sorries
-numbed- from e pain n e smile
wonder y i still reacted
smile is smth u wanted from me cux it will make both of us feel betterlike wad u say u dun owe me anythingall our debts r paid i did not wan to look not cux i cant bear to let u gobut was afraid tt tears will fill my eyeswhen i tink of our memorieswhen u turn ur back away frm mei noe deep down i dun luv u anymorecux of e hurt u given me from e way i clinge onhow i tied u to mei'll rem all e tempers u threw e vuglarites u scoldeda millions times u pushed me away cux this was all e things tt made me turned away n let u hav ur own freedomsaw mi feng at k pool
hehe
his hair veri nice worhx
bluff me tt he is e manager of k pool
yah rite~
if u were u would hav treated me
then via might miss out smth gd
to b e wife of manager~
miss him ya~
train hard
cant wait to c u!