Monday, May 16, 2005 @5/16/2005 11:23:00 AM
was last min called to work
so didnt get to spend gina's birthday
mit her awhile so glad to c her
shocked to c shao xun there too..
watch coach carter
will it b e last movie we watch 2gather
it was an inspirin movie
n i had a clear mind watchin tt show
so proud of myself =)
y do i like to inflict emotional pain to myself
do not noe wad goin on in my mind
to tell u all these hurtful things
n keep tinkin n tinkin
you were right
i was e one who wanted all these
who started evrything
two wrongs doesnt make a rightnobdy is at fault
it take two hands to clap
tryin to supress my memories
n look into e future wiv u
but i cant !
fang is right
u were not there when i was tryin to 4get
u do not noe him
n e hurt i hav gone throug
thus u did not hav e right to cristicise
it's easy for u to 4get
but tt doesnt apply to me
i hav use 2 yrs n i'm still healing
tok on e pone wiv u
as usual u were as lame as ever
cheer me up when i was so down
thanx boi
glad u r havin fun in jc =)
fang too..thanx for last night's advice
know she'll b there
sorry to call u in e middle of e night