Friday, January 21, 2005 @1/21/2005 07:50:00 PM
i realised tt was e best gift u hav given me
i felt so proud of myself for e
actions i did
never mind u jux go away
ni yi wei wo yi ding hui liu lei
jux take ur stand n leave
knew everything rite from e start
condemn e things u did
but find myself fallin deeper
who say air resistance will slow it down!!
we were frenx for so long
it hav been weird tokin bout him in front of u
cux u choose to tell e truth
i dun blame u but i rather u keep it to uself
didnt noe y i felt so weird
only two wks nvr c u mah
i wont deny i was tired
tired of waitin for ur call everyday
if u ask i will tell
sumtimes it so easy to blog rather
than tokin face to face
cux it hurt to c ur expression
thus i try to conceal my
disappointment in front of u
i knew u were angry yest
n i'm sorry
wanted to apologise to u today
but didnt hav e courage to
heck to e ingorance i showed
i lied knew everything rite from e start
hate myself for bein so kou shi xin fei
i wanted e opposite of wad i say
meetin fang pamy n e rest now
wonder how pamy is doin
yah will find out when i c her ltr