Monday, December 20, 2004 @12/20/2004 05:39:00 PM
u were e reson i didnt go cux towards u i felt all e guilti thought by not goin to gatherin will reduce my guilt stop me from bondin knowin less pplthough u didnt noe n i dun expect u to noei didnt go for my past few when i went today, they kinda shocked suan me too thought of last min ps but wentbrought myself back to e place where we use to hang oute swimming pool, e multi purpose rm where u used to hug me when i crye fried rice we used to ate e lounge we used to play daideen e busstop where weber left us alonestop myself from thinkin bout u when i was therei would msg u back then but now i held backthat smile told everything i was glad u were happyno matter wad's happenin in ur lifeit none of my businessnever mind u jux go away u thought i will cry but if i will will u she rox mancant wait for their concertomg i told fang i wil write one parawritin my fourth one bout u =pi realised what i wanted from u not u but ur happinessyes i did hestiate cux i as afraid u will b unhappybut i'm glad i went to c e happy u wah u haven quit smokin best!!!when u r tired ba i guesse shirt u wore reminded me bout e pasti'm sorry biyang dun hav u so sao xingdid smth i noe u will b angryyupx gatherin was fun saw lots of pplmet benedict dunnoe what he doin therethen his frenx wanna noe me lohhe was an ah beng wiv gold hair arhboy boy lea my type de but i reject him initially but i tink benedict got mine no give it to him yupx fang arh u wan???yulin was tellin me y dunwan to give him i wasnt e ger u tot i was e who make me think i was danis lcs sh kenny was as usual LAMEdragon spittin fire n all e crap yeahx daidee all the waysuddenly whole world contactin me doris damn cool loh dyed hair until like tte food was delicious thanx to w.c henry n s.h n doriswootx!edmund kenny hj n pl innovajasmine too hehecant wait for sch to reopen amk kinda sian ppl go there leawad e hell lohu tot i luv u mehmy fren send wrong msgsay i wastin ur msg u can dun reply one lohoh ya move on to e ger i thought hav changeU SUX LOHtold wad i say to ur darlinthey not even steadlast time i wont mind if they togetherbut they r not tryin to prove u wei da arhhehe send wrong msg to andyknow two andy loh rite mah christmas spend wiv ppl u luv but u not loh =ppamy n fang book u all liao horxcant wait for it o cum heng he go army then he nevr msg me hehe alex n i discussin his looks condemn him lik siaoyou all best lohwan break patch how many timesshould learn from my ex dear mahbe careful leadun let him break ur heart againall the best i'll be therethen we go esplandade together or u wan eat tapoica cake or e pitasto icecream dunnoe how to spell arhgreen colour e same arh so *link link link*lame liao so stop here or goin siao le