Sunday, December 26, 2004 @12/26/2004 11:32:00 AM
erm..yupx hav fun worhx...
went to meet fang
pamy couldnt join us cux celebratin wiv family
meet up wiv kenneth wah seh miss him
as usual e same crap
cigratte on his ear
buyin a top brand one
makein back ground voices
angerin sumone
endin up to nearly a fight between zhen rui n kenneth
didnt noe zhen rui was so petty
despise his character loh
she right loh
give me chocolates n album so??
character sux loh
meet up wiv u
thought u will give me another ps
oh!! u didnt was i surprise =p
was so happpy u could meet up wiv me
i didnt noe wad i was feelin
noe how impt i saw status
but so wad if u r not committed
i dun mind committin
but lost faith in guys
anyway goin to ns
would everything still b e same
wanna noe wad is goin in my mind when u held me
this is onli period
i knew exactly where i stand in ur heart
cux ger's instict is most of e time right
is it veri impt if e feelin is mutual
four yrs ago i would hate u
but now i luv u more than myself
pamy rite loh should learn to luv myself more
should walk towards tt goal
yes u did mention bout havin me
but told myself cux to cover e guiltyness
noe after today everything will go back to e beginning
why did i stil hope tt sumthing might change
i shouldnt hav held too much hopes
e higher ur hopes e greater u fall
ate chocolates to tell myself how happy i feel
well!!as usual it succeeded
managed to spend my night wiv smiles
when deep down how i wish i could break down
n cried my hearts out
deleted all ur msgs
yupx!!when i held u in my arms
i finally let go of smth i ponder upon everyday
e person standin in front of me wasnt who i used to noe
he was someone who was petty vuglar
it wasnt my fault why did u choose to used it on me
u did call pamy too did u use it on her
i wasnt sumone u could push around u noe
i tolerated cux i felt guilty
e msg was meant for u
why did i still bother to say send wrong msg
would u even care??
tell me again platonic relationship still exist
yes u spoil everything if tt was wad u wanted to hear
i tot i could spend it happy
yes i did try but u still managed to spoil it