Thursday, August 19, 2004 @8/19/2004 04:56:00 PM
why did ur msg make me smile...ur presence made me blushed..waitin for ur msg throughout e lesson...have i really forgetten him...is this juz infactuation i'm tokin bout...my heartbeat tell i'm fallin for u...did u hear it..haiz...would i get hurt again...
when u told me bout tt haiz..y m i feelin disappointed...fallin for my best frenz's guys...tokin to u behind my best fren back...would my best fren find out....i already say she is my best frenz...and best frenz dun betray each other...tell each other their deepest secrets...yah...i've been tokin to ur guy behind ur back...how m i goin to tell u tt...i didnt mean to...i noe if i pull myself i'll get out of this whole thing..but i cant..he was a guy of my dreams...boi boi n everything..cute in every angle..e best part is he knew how to make me smile when i was sad...i desperetly wanted to forget him...so i decided to let myself fall deeper...i did try..really....fallin for e wrong guy AGAIN...
why did i feel neglected...tell me u still care for me...my words still affect u to an extend..i guess i'm bluffin e whole world...and myself too....i should feel happy too isnt it wad i told u..but i lied...
thanx alot for remindin me that i have grown up i deserved better..e ger in front of me..she lok so like adeline...knew her durin camp..innocent cute...but what will she b after four yrs...a bitch???i hate growin up...cuz it make ppl change...