Sunday, August 01, 2004 @8/01/2004 06:45:00 PM
i'm not angry at u any more
actually since yestereday evenin
the anger vanished within me
but tt doesnt stop me from not callin u
ur words went through my head
over n over again
now i'm juz havin mixed feelin
thinkin how m i goin through pull through
wad hav i done wrong...
or was it tt we were never meant to b
not even as frenz
it like u brought me to heaven
n push me from above
noe u did not understand e hardship i went through
alwiz tot u did but i guess
nobody would ever noe how sumone felt
without experencin it themselves
got bitten again for??
watchin tv while tydin up my room
sumtimes i wish i would go away n not cum back
haiz...
this situation was different from last time
in the past i would call u
ur words would console me abit
then i'll b okay
wanted to call u badly but ur words stopped me
been rainin this few days
when e sun cum out
tt when u will c my smile
will b okay by tml i tink
wont affect my dear frenz de
my eyes have gone puffy and swollen
dun noe how i goin to sch tml
tink i wearin glasses mayb it will hide abit??
so sad cant wear sunglasses
or i'll wear e 9.90 one to school
anyway saw u workin there
how i wish i did not quit
then we will becum collegues lolx
tt will b weird lolx =P
then i'll b ur seniors
but i dun tink they wan me back le
tink they got quite a bad impression on me
today got gto loh
lookin forward to watch it
the teacher veri cool loh
perfect dream guy
got e cool cool boy boy look lolx