Tuesday, July 20, 2004 @7/20/2004 05:34:00 PM
you wanted to send me to sch
i relunctantly agree
was afraid meet dao ren
i met u xtra early at least earlier than usual
talkin on e way u asked bout my life
i guess i sux but i juz smile n told u it was great
today slack in to school ba
without the hectic lifestyle i felt tired
slept durin chineses lesson
knew u guys hav to write smth n was noisy
heck lah no matter what it is
force myself to b oblivious to e surroudings
n make myself sleep
you hav to b happier than me
muz smile mpst of the time in school
i have u my happiness n i do not wan u to waste it
mummy arh, u r right
he did not want to give me status cuz
im not important
isit really this cuz
suddenly i felt so tired
if i were to choose
i rather choose never
when u yong you b4 n lose it
you will feel remorse n guilty
but when u nvr yong you
its like livin in a dreamland
no promises made
im afraid of fallin again
i shouldnt hav send to u
i juz tot tt mayb i could cheer u up
but i guess it didnt
you didnt even reply
i waited but nth came