Friday, July 23, 2004 @7/23/2004 02:27:00 PM
wakin up in the middle of e night,
this was e time i used to sleep
guess i stop waitin for ur call le
is it good or bad
dun wanna close the door,
nick carter song rox
know u around ur birthday
it was e same scenario
even regina say you r somewhat resembles him
tok to u throughout lesson
e way u tok sounded like him
at tt moment i tot i was msgin him
goin back to e good old days
the way u mentioned lsmal name
is the typical way he will call her
the way u called me roach
he was e onli guy who can call me tt
but i allow u to sub him
you told me u wont scold gers
this was different from him
cuz he used to scold me
the tone of ur voice sounds so much like him
i dunnoe where this will lead me to
i juz hope i wont b hurt again
didnt make it in time
didnt u noe e meanin of bu jian bu shan
when u call me
i tot smth happened to me
when u didnt ans e hp
i felt lose
i guess this was ur impact on me
showin my attitude to u all,i'm sorry
@tt moment i hated him
i hated his attitude
hated him to e core
but his msg melt my heart
lettin him manupliate my thinkin
controlling my emotion
bringin it up n down
chemistry flew
sparks fly
standin at e balacony,silent took over
i felt comfortable
but i guess it was impossible
callin me juz now
did u wan smth from me
i'm afraid u would call me
though it was nice to hear ur voice
everytime u call cuz u r guilty of things u let me down
or u id things to let urself down
i'm afraid of fallin for u deeper agian
but more afraid to hear u hurt urself
leavin wasnt a choice
it was cuz i luv u too much
to u i was juz a toy, another ger
never showed me respect
runnin away leavin me all alone