Wednesday, July 21, 2004 @7/21/2004 06:05:00 PM
sAdXxX...
though i expected e ans
i didnt noe y did i take it so hard
it might b cuz u never told me tt
i dun blame u not at all
i was e first to give up aint i
was a daze in sch
didnt noe wad i was tinkin
wanted to pon sch but haiz...
try to make myself smile but i cant..
but one joke from u could bring smiles on my face
thanx for the starbucks things
sense ur care n concern
to a total stranger i guess
but too bad u have a gf n i guess u r too old ba
didnt noe how i went home last night
yes i went out
wanted to break free from myself
drank my hearts out
when i go to sch my face was flushed
my eyes were swollen
i was tired really tired
thanx for accompanyin me e whole night
i'm okay now i guess
though u didn;t noe wad happened
u followed me
went to places we once went
tt night it was e last time i'm goin to all this places ba
the only place tt i cant miss is the stairways n extreme
it's have becum a must in my life
i didnt want to give u pressure
use things to threaten u cuz i guess it's unfair to u
"is there anything u wanna tell me"
u apologised
i guess i dun nid tt
givin up isnt ur fault
cuz it's ur decision
cant u juz thanx me for evrything tt i hav done for u
haiz....hav been lyin to myself this few days
HeLp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!