Thursday, July 29, 2004 @7/29/2004 06:53:00 PM
holdin her hands u came forward
was it juz merely sayin hi or was it show off
makin me regret e happy ger beside me is not me
i didnt smile not cuz i regret but cuz i wasnt in the mood to
in fact i havent been smilin till now
nth could tell u how glad i was
u r the onli one who can make me smile
yest had a veri sweet dream
when i woke up everything was gone
cuz of u i end up quarrels wiv him
i was silly to take up ur bets
so wad if i prove to u i can take his photos
it doesnt mean anything
i c him everyday, wad e big deal
not affected my his reaction but urs i guess
u should noe me well enough
it wasnt my intention
even she say i had e courage to tok to him
yes i was afraid i trembled
but i was more afraid u n him will argue
ur msg disappoint me
leavin a mess clearin it myself
did u sense my saddness
appreciate tt u try to cheer me up
but all u get was scoldin from me
wad m i doin pissin off someone
jump down e mrt track
wad made u cum up wiv this decision
isnt there anybody u will hold on for
why die such a cruel death
was it really the end u came to