Thursday, June 03, 2004 @6/03/2004 05:40:00 PM
wondered would u remember
console myself guys r forgetful n absent minded
but i noe deep down
you had clean forgetten
did i try to remind u??nope!!
cuz i think u wont wan to b reminded
remindin u onli bring back sad memories
so i kept my mouth shut
you called and apologised i was glad
the moment u hung up on my i didnt dream that u were to call back
yest was juz a dream cum true
the things u say was so crude and broke my heart
but i could not change ur belief
in ur eyes i was a lousy ger
a ger that is stupid enough to fall for you
but cum to think of it
if u were more decisive, my life wont b a mess
never blame u yes i did complain
but tt was to make myself leave u
but i found out
it doesnt work this way
met both of u in two unexpected places
was so shocked and had to look twice
forget that even a president had a life
forget that we were fated three yrs ago
spend it on tokin crap but it has wisen me up
feelings cum easily and goes as fast
relationship under pressure and stress
when u tried too hard and put in too much effort
you grew tired
leaving u doesnt meant i dun love you at all
it juz mean tt i luv u too much to let u go
love is selfish and blind isit it
mayb we gers took u guys for granted
a guy can treat u extremely gd but when he treat u bad juz once
u blame him n say tt he is a bad guy
a guy who is bad to u most of the time and sweet talk to u once in a blue moon
u do not blame him n willin to accept him
isit wad it called nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai
cryin in front of u is the last thing u did not wan me to do
so i didnt attend cuz i simplay did not bear to accept reality
spend e rest of the day idling around
thinking of the days
thought of how we became frenz
thought of the decisions we made and time we spent
the photo taken by us and the memories we shared
and all the gers stuff we did
my life is really in a mess
remind myself to concentrate
this is my o level yr too
ppl leavin me one after another, teach me how
life is queer with it twists and turns
you nvr noe which door might close and a new gate might opened