Tuesday, June 01, 2004 @6/01/2004 06:25:00 PM
found myself addicted to you
tend to eat u more often than usual
i never like u since i was small
never try n did not wan to
eat u now to numb myself??
escape from reality??
was that as a fren or i mean smth to you
was i thinkin too much opr did i sense smth
thinkin back luvin u was so innnocent n simple
never wanted u to return anything
both of us nvr owe each other any
watch e day after tml it wsa a cool show
was touched by the fatherly love protrayed
went tp to play lan didnt expect to meet u all there
what wree we hidin anyway
walk to n fro to lh n back to tp
spend hours tokin at bk =)
anyway saw him he say hi to me
guess he found someone he like
wanted to suan him
dunnoe who say wan to wait for me
but i didnt, sound kinda crude
cried in front of u wanted to endure
but ur reply was so crude tt tears came instantly
didnt even have the chance to stop it
shouldnt hav cry in front of jerks
guess u r not one =)
offerred tissue to me [not a bad reaction]
i noe some guys will pretend not to notice
oh boy ur frens r so cute n mature
this yr goin ns le lolx cant imagine after tt they will becum man
told me be i wont let a ger pay even if she is my fren on a date
it the thoughts tt count
but e way u say sounded so real and sinerce
make my impression of a guy change for a day =p