Wednesday, June 02, 2004 @6/02/2004 06:42:00 PM
does it matter it's not important anyway
gives in everything to u my heart my love my time
make u feel superior
to exchange for my heartbreak n tears
a life taken promises broke
y did u do tt..I HATE YOU..dun ever cum n find me
promise me to b strong
promise me tt we would go overseas after our o
promise we would hav fun together
heck to the frenz forever..u didnt even tell me
we hav plans didnt we
waited for ur call but u didnt
i didnt call back cuz i tot u were busy
i didnt expect u...
who would hav guess u would b the murderer of ur life
tot my situation was bad..urs was worst
why isit i'm alwiz e one complainin
complainin life isnt fair
coimplainin how hard life it
you choose to remain silent bout ur life
tellin my probs to u u lend me ur listenin ear
consoling me now n then
askin me to b contented wiv life
alwiz hav the right words for me
one of the ger frenz i can confide in
you should hav trusted me like how i trusted u
i would hav help
compared to you i'm much lucky,
much much more
you taught me the meanin of happiness
encourage me to go for the guy i love
didnt noe e world u live in was
so complicated
your luv life was terribe u were in debts
u choose not to borrow money from me when u noe i would lend
not cuz of ur pride but cuz u noe u will take a long time to return or u might never hav the chance
gues ur life was tough
didnt follow wad u taught me cuz??
easier said to b done
or u hav given in to fate
like wad i did once
sch was terrible for me, try to make myself stay happy
tellin jokes to myself entertainin me n my frenz
but y do i feel a sense of saddness when i stopped tokin
so i talked throughout the time i was in sch
laughin to myself tokin to everybody
wonderin sumtimes wad m i tokin bout basically tryin to b siao
conference until plus yest so tired
today wake up at nine tuition loh *yawnz* so tired
wah today went out wiv daddy
went shoppin but didnt buy anything loh
i was so scared
juz tot he was bein friendly but didnt noe u were a pervert
called u but u juz scold me stupid
please loh if i was one
i would hav given him my real number