Tuesday, May 11, 2004 @5/11/2004 06:53:00 PM
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
couldnt allow myself to fall asleep
cuz wanted to b there when you wake up
apparently you didnt
how silly i was when i noe i will b goin out study early tml morn
hmm only slept three hours
dragged myself up to meet hian
so tired but then start to brighten up after sleepin for awhile
was drinkin the coffee offer by fang
tasted the bitter taste on the taste buds at the back of my tongue
wanted to add in more sugar
then i was tinkin tt would defeat the purpose of drinkin coffee
it reflect the reality in life
the bitter taste lingered in my mouth for awhile b4 goin off
starin we out of the window
i thought of the days we spent at the library
it was a significant place for
both of us
the scenes that replayed in my head has becum memories
illusions formed
thought tt i saw u but stretchin out my hand
there was nth but air
i hate myself to spend my days in the past wiv u in places i often go
walkin down the streets in ochard
can remind me flashbacks of you,ur unaccomplished promises and my unfulfilled wish
never reall concentrated at the appealing clothes tt was in front of me
my whole mind was filled wiv the happy times we spend
would u feel the same way
console myself for thinkin tt u did
ask u b4 but u tell me nope straight away
cant u juz hestitate and answer me 3 seconds later
why muz u answer immediately without even thinking
went to c van helsing
not as funny as i thought it will b loh kinda gross
but overall it was nice
the female lead die loh it wasnt a happily ever after endin
hmm tml is lit n hist
and i haven finish studyin
in fact i onli read through wonder how i'll fared tml
most probably flunk both ba
lolx goin to study le..