Tuesday, May 04, 2004 @5/04/2004 03:26:00 PM
wad is goin on in my mind..
say i luv him but act as if there r more imp thing in my mind
i dunwan to let go
i wan to hold on like wad i did b4
but wiv all the disappointment n saddness
nobody to reassure to
or at least make me feel wadever i do is worth it
then wad the point of holdin on
why dun i juz let go
when all the truth n hate is in front of me
i juz wan to b oblivous to all this thing
and pretend to b ignorance
when i noe clearly wad is goin on in ur mind
y r guys like tt
leave you when u need them most...
can juz wash their hands off everything as if it;s not their business
wad do u wan me to do
dun he feel anything
i noe he do but y do he dunwan to acknowledge it
and run away reailty
and let me go through all these ordeals alone
lonely nights dun scare me
i hav already grew immune to cryin to myself to sleep
i juz cant stand tt when ever im down
i hav nobdoy to turn to
even if i turn to him he would b nonchalent to my prob
after all it isnt his business