Wednesday, May 05, 2004 @5/05/2004 05:53:00 PM
today was a tough day
two exams at the same day
sian loh
listen to fang mp3
so many songs make me feel like cryin
dun even hav the mood to study
whole brain is filled wiv him
tried veri hard to hold back my tears in front of my fren
wanted to b strong
but my tears still betrayed me
how do u expect me to tell them e reason
as if they understand
they would also listen for e sake of listening
ask me to give up when they dunnoe how hard i hav tried
tt is a veri diff thing to do worhz
hesitatin whether to give him
cuz i tink shawn doin e same thing i did
but in the end i realised wad they tinkin doesnt matter to me anymore
if in their eyes im this way to them
then let them b bah
cuz they dun really noe me tt well
so they dun hav zi ge to judge my character
but he should hav noe better
went wiv them to go thomson plaza
kenneth is so crap
but he quite observant
at least he noe the reason y i dunwan tok to him
he not angry with me worhz
i expect him to scold me n tell me tt wad i shouldnt hav care wad they tinkin
but he didnt he juz tell try to dun tok to me in sch
then say wah crap cuz they jealous lolx