Saturday, May 08, 2004 @5/08/2004 10:43:00 AM
really wanna you to attend the lit thing
not for myself but it's really
wei ni hao
you say it's not my business you say i shouldnt hav care
say i was juz jealous the person you went out was not me
y all these crude words juz cum up naturally from ur mouth
i had 2nd line tt y wil hang up
when i called back upteen times
you did not ans
you noe how helpless i felt at tt time
cant u juz send a simple msg
rather than give me call and call
say ur hp jammed
had to call kenneth to ask
but still u choose not to pick up
i left a voicemail it was short n simple
and did smth tt was against my will
did not wanna hear ur repl
did not wan you to pity me
i should hav taken the hint long ago
that you
no longer love meand that you
wanna me to get out of ur life
you did call back i was glad but wad the point
i noe u call back not cuz of anthing
you call for the sake of calling
if i call back you will use e heck care attidude tok to me
you will say smth i dunwanna hear
when u were tokin wiv the guys happily on the pone
hav u ever thought sumone was unhappy
someone was tryin veri hard to sleep
tryin veri hard not to tink of you
i quit
yest wanted to go but i juz cant face customers wiv my eyes red rite??
did a lot of things a simple ger like me shouldnt hav
and nobdoy would expect me to do it
tt night i didnt sleep well
only slept at 3.30
wiv tears wetting my bedsheet
my mind tinking of u
breakin wiv u was i shui bian shou shou de
i didnt noe u will take it for real
didnt noe you wanted the endin to me this way
you say you wanted to conference cuz you say i n u hav run out of topic
wad happen to the endless conversation we had
everytime chattin on the pone it is alwiz i who's is make the effort
i dun mind conferencin wiv u inside but wad the point
you say everything in my blog is not nice except for the song
i noe quite a handful of ppl say is nice
but why when this sentence is said from ur mouth
my blog dun seem nice after all
i didnt noe u came to c my blog for the song
i guess u c my blog usin ur ears
i hate the song
it took away all the glamour on myself
took ur eyes away from my blog
i despise myself
y cant i b like my frens
sou fen shou jiu fen shou
na li you na mo jian dan ='(