Saturday, May 01, 2004 @5/01/2004 08:06:00 PM
long time never write blog le...why do his words mean so much to me..juz a few simple words said by him can let me lose faith in everything bout myself...why does his words let me ponder wad my real character is...hav i really changed...i hate changes...mayb i dun hav zi ge to say shermaine they all...im worst than them...m i???help....why when he tell me all thos thing i dun even feel angry wiv him instead feel veri veri veri sad....i swear i will change not cuz of him but cuz of myself...hope this ordeal is over and everything will be back to normal..but things that is changed isit possible to return to its original position..til now then i noe how bad i was in his eyes..='( why does he send me a song everythinig seem okay is it the meanin of when u like somone it doesnt mattter wad he do to you even if it is veri crude...in this case i dunwan to fall in love it hurts it really do...