Sunday, May 02, 2004 @5/02/2004 01:51:00 PM
i talk to him for veri long loh..for the past half a yr it was the first time he talked to me for so long...we didnt quarrelled until e last part....i didnt wan to put down his pone i rather he cut me off...cuz it juz hurts too much to hang up on him....i ask him if he still rem my hp no...he didnt wanted to tell me...so wad the meanin of this...if u rem juz say loh rem hp no doesnt mean anything...but if u dun rem of course i will b sad lah..but better than ur ans say u dunwan to say or some crap....i juz ask casually bout regina wishin him happy birthday, if both of them prepared to dun tell..then stick to the end loh...y call me again to explain that she rem again after readin her blog...abit bo liao you mei you...fang n hian came to my house...i didnt really study loh cuz like tok to pj n gina or play on comp...i told him alot of wad i feel...i really didnt expect him to do anything either he return or dun return it doesnt matter to me now..cuz i noe when smth its broken it hard to cum back..anyway i feel tt i change le...sumtimes change until i dun even recongise myself...or did i change cuz of him i wanted to show him tt he has caused someone to chagne so drastically due to his irresponsibilty...i was not being myself this half a month....i tend to say things juz for the sake of sayin..wad is my real feeling...and wad i wanna do....haiz..goin off dinner le...haiz ='(