Saturday, May 22, 2004 @5/22/2004 11:34:00 AM
ask u to give me mornin call isit tt diff
since u r not sleepin studyin til tt time
y didnt u give
did u noe i slept wiv my contacts on til morn
tot tt u were onli tinkin
i noe u didnt promise me
it was my own wishful tinkin
wont happen again
i wont ever ask u to promise me anything
cuz i noe u wont keep to it
never expect things to turn out this way
isit cuz i'm used to the suitation
isit cuz i took u for granted
or isit cuz u took me for granted
never noe u could b so strong
guess when i was wiv u
u treat me differently
treat me better than u treat the rest
guess u give in to me many times
juz tt it took me sumtimes to c it
how i wish u wont treat me like u treat me last time
mayb forgettin u was easy
it was me who treat u bad
now then i undersand but i guess it was too late
i never knew you hated me so much
hated me to the core
i wont try to por u hopin u will like me
but juz hope u wont change his impression bout me
cant believe today is rod
n i'm here wiv xinlong n clarence
lolx 4 yrs of trainin
today is the last day le if it stopped rainin =p
i'm afraid
afraid that i would lose everything
didnt wan to face to reality cuz it juz hurts too much
hope tt when everything is solve
the one who still remain there is u
chinese exam is cumin le
n i haven revise
no motivation ba lolx
i better start to buck up or else confirm get poor results