Saturday, March 06, 2004 @3/06/2004 01:24:00 PM
pj call me at 1030..i call him back, i shouldnt have loh..he say i lying to him...please loh if he dun believe me go ask gina n jason lah..believe them also dunwan believe me...boon ee say in front of them if not can also ask kenneth n yi qing..they also there mah, wonder wad make him tink i lying..when he like tt say tt time i not angry loh but kinda disappointed..pelase loh they all say me until like tt..then pj dun believe me..shu yu was like sayin she heard alot of things from they all loh..but i denied at tt time..chee hian n jessie they were there sayin y my taste so bad..then i dunnoe how to tell them...please loh..still say in front of my fren..i noe they will like tt say i still them who e guy i like...i dun really care wad tehy say loh...they say me until so bad pj stilll say i lying..pj got in this situation b4 ornot...jessie ask me to give up i derseve better guys..gina also like tt say...she never ask me to give up b4 loh...she everytime ask me to hold on...pj will noe my effort some day..yest she ask me to give up..she told me the guy who make u cry isnt worth ur tears...she tell me i hav tried veri hard..ask me not to hold on liao...pamy all along ask me to give up liao...she say i should deserve better n not spend my time waiting...grace mah...when i give her c e photo..she was there sayin pj look like wan to fight n can c i force him take photo de...n she came to a conclusion i like him more than he like me..so many of my fren ask me to give up why m i still hestiating..mayb wd they say is rite loh..pj dunnoe how to treat me in sch tt y he sumtimes treat me bad sumtimes he treat me good...in sch wnated to cheer him up...then he say i veri lame...so angry for wad..wan cheer u up then give u scold..then i in class i hold back my tears...yesterday cry until morn loh...never go np wonder wat excuse to give siva...i call gina...she was there askin me to give up..i somore cry in front of my parents..the last time i c the clock it was 5 then i tink i sleep le...wonder wad my decision will b on sunday...after all these had happen....later blog in agin,....someone told me i owe him alot of things that is more than money in the past life..in this life..im returnin him wad i owe him loh..i hope i have really return everything..