Sunday, March 07, 2004 @3/07/2004 07:19:00 PM
now at lan playin wiv weihao n slyiva...veri cheap here loh..is onli 1.50...haiz, ask him whether he miss me ornot...he say nope...haiz..wad did i expect..did i expect hewill say yes i shouldnt have ask loh..make me sadder loh...make a bet wiv weihao...would i win...or would i lose..lose liao have to treat him eat jack place loh...hope i wont b treatin him to eat loh..i dun mind treatin him loh..juz tt the dare make me more determined onli loh....today walk past his house..quite old lea..but i noe inside veri nice de...why is my days filled with tears...yest i cried til veri hard loh...i wanted to clal pj but haiz he also wont care wad the point of callin him...my parents quarrelled..i joined in loh..i shouldnt hav...my mum pulled my hair...and my dad slapped me loh..then i veri angry...then i walked out of the house...i alone loh...actually wanna call him de...but haiz...later he tell me this is ur prob y call me like wad he told me last time loh..so i didnt...today saw clement working at kfc he worked as chasier he also veri cute....i already make my decision le..i tink we should stay as fren loh...but i wont direectly reject him i tink i will tell him that i wont accept me unless i forget pj totally..i dunwan him to becum another pj...in the end he wiill also leave me..so wad the point..i rather not hurt his feeling loh..have learnt my lesson...yest decided not to study liao...study so much also wont have use...but pj ask me to study loh...i noe he is wei wo hao...how i wish he tell me this tt time he used a different status to tell me..but haiz..gtg play gb le...c ya...