Wednesday, February 11, 2004 @2/11/2004 07:19:00 PM
today a lot of teachers also never come..free periods all the way..mr ling make us run but i feel like vomitting so i stop runnin..dunnoe y evrytime feel like vomittn huifang tink is the beer i have taken loh..haiz..yest nite also drink to sleep or i would hav call pj to disturb him liao..hmm today actually not plannin to go house practice de..cuz got tuition lea..but decided to go cuz eat wiv jason n pj then decided to go cuz pj goin..b4 tt we went to gina house loh..she nvr cum sch cuz she sick..jason ordered flowers on the net loh so sweet of him..but he ask me not to tell gina..gina would b surprise n happy de can imagine her reaction..lolzZz..at gina house..to let jason n gina alone then we go outside..we also alone loh..dunnoe he treat me as mellissa ornot loh..but so wad..even if i noe tt wat he treat me..would i still resist..everytime also not serious dunnoe when he serious..but okay lah today quite happy de onli when he shut me up loh..make me cry but his sorry brought my smile back again..when i c the sorry on his tissue i already forgiven him le loh..but is his fault loh i tell him not to tell kenneth he go tell..but nvm lah i dun care wad kenneth tink of me loh..he wan hate me let it b..pj dun hate me can liao..=) but still need one more year wiv him de loh scare veri paiseh in class..i tink i change alot loh guess really like puejung le..i will say in front of ppl i like him, today bring hf hb n yulin to c him..onli c his back nvr c his front cuz he sittin on my table i tink..sylvia was like sayin prove to me u like him then i say this type of thing cant prove de loh if wan prove i go hug him then she stop me lolzZz..i never contact dao youloo he say if i never contact him he will die haiz..i dunoe wat to do lea.i already tell him i wont like him liao..at least im decisive dun pick up his call dun msg him dun reply him..if he dun treasure himself i dun tink y should i treasure him as a fren loh..actually i also got like tt tink when i cant forget pj de..but i noe alot of ppl will b sad when i do wad im tinkin to do..they would b worry buot me..so i did not..i turn to sleepin pills liao..i not drink tt mean eat..when would i stop takin all these so i can sleep peacefully without tinkin he got or dun ahv msg mellissa..hav to go bathe liao..n eat..blog in later or tml