Sunday, February 22, 2004 @2/22/2004 10:56:00 AM
today got tok to him at 4 plus smth loh..he didnt even noe i call..so wad the point of givin him missed call le..he say kenneth like me lea..but how can that b i tot of the whole afternoon durin np..if he dun like me why he keep on askin me out..bowlin arh eatin arh..n why would he feel hurt when i say those thiing that i shouldnt have..why wheneve i sad tt time he would give me a listenin ear but i never would tell him what i sad bout de haha..but isnt he good to everyone this way..is this the way he treat pamy n gina, i dun tink he bad mouthin pj loh..he noe therre no point de loh..he did ask me to forget him n i told him veri diff but i'll try..then i jokinly say if dun like him then like u arh..im not sure the ans he gave me lea..isit smth like tt a veri good idea or eee who wan like u..not sure lea happen long ago..but i did think for veri long..came up wiv a conclusion think he still treat me as a veri close fren loh..when i sad he will cheer me up wiv his lame jokes..when i angry he will cool me down by scoldin the person wiv me..haha..still rem i angry wiv the gers they all he was like sayin they all bitch everything..if that really give the misunderstandin in pj n the guys mayb i should stay away from him le loh..no matter if that guy is infactuation or really like...the things they say matter a lot to me loh..pj choose sleepin acutally if he wanna tok i would pon np but he wanted to sleep i rushed to np..wiv my eyes all red loh..choon boon exempted me from doin activites when he looked at me..then fang call in perfect 10 delicate song..saw pamy n gina n ms ng..actually goin wiv them de loh..haiz..they didnt even ask me...onli jason ask me n he is not even goin loh..c me liao onli say then they got ask..forget it loh..one time two time nvm loh..that time i went to normal classes ask them call me they didnt..i went to 4/2 ask them call me they also didnt..is juz next class onli loh...after np actually wan to play lan de..but all full loh..went thomson plaza n went amk all full loh..when i was in thomsom plaza i wanted to call pj but i was tinkin later he sleepin then he scold me..i wanted to msg him..but wad the point i msg him also cannot do anything...so i didnt..i went home to sleep...until veri late..i did not want to wake up i was afraid i would call him msg him..i ask david wake me up at 8.45 he did wake me up..then i heard my hp ring it was pj..although im veri curious y he would call..then i was tinkin it muz b he askin me hw..i really dunwan cry liao..that y i dun hav the courage to pick up the call..he didnt call liao..my heart wanted to call back...but my brain was tellin u wad the point loh..so i didnt i lied on the bed tink of him until 4 plus..dunnoe he sleep liao mah..dunnoe he playin gb dunnoe he msgin who dunnoe he tokin to who..i 4 plus call him loh..give him a miss call..he didnt pick up..does he noe....