Thursday, February 19, 2004 @2/19/2004 09:57:00 PM
today dunnoe to be happy or sad loh..i came to school early loh..but he came late..i should b angry wiv him loh but im not loh..then wad the point of keep on sayin not his fault..why dun he come school after pledge takin and tell ms ng it's his father fault ne..i didnt print the history loh..then he scold me chee bye..if u wan to say who at fault everybody is loh..gina noe she will be expecting this from me cuz i dun have printer..but she never call me and ask why i never send to her..pj should hav reminded us loh..he scold me chee bye loh..i didnt cry..mayb cuz already xi guan le ba..this word that is say from his mouth to me indeed hurt me alot..but fang shou de dui wad the point of cryin loh..as if he will noe i sad..as if he will console me..fang say it's not i mei you yong is juz tat i dunnoe how to handle..might b true loh, mayb cuz i really put in alot of effort..today got health check my blood pressure is 98..after chem i straight away go home loh..so gan..then i go for my piano..after piano i nearly called him but tinkin of the reply he will give me after i call him i didnt call him..gina givin her ans tml..wonder wad her ans will be..she already confirm her infactuation le..tell you smth horz..i dunnoe i like this guy isit cuz of infactuation or subsitution..an lian one person really veri nice..the whole world onli u noe bout this..last time still remember an lian junwen.but onli an lian half a year then weiliang sense dao confront me then suan me in front of alot of person thata why alot of ppl noe...really a veri pure an lian..c him will happy..never c him also wont feel sad..at least an lian it give me no rejection and i do not have to expect anything from him..this guy i will tend to c him arh..i will try to noe everything bout him..beside pj he is the second guy i will wish i would msg..today he msg me..isit that obvious that i like him..but he juz msg me normally loh..ask me hw everything..i didnt reply...i was afraid afraid of gettin hurt agian by another guy..m i ready to accept another guy..is this another infactuation..or m i juz likin another guy to prove to pj i i dun like him anymore..haiz..the advice i alwiz give gina..time will tells..i hope it is soon..goin study physics le c ya..