Monday, February 16, 2004 @2/16/2004 01:00:00 AM
i call him loh to tok n ask a maths, why he so selfish de..so rude somemore..expect ppl to teach him maths then he dun teach ppl..last time he confirm will teach me de loh..he changed alot of he never changed, is juz tt tat time he liked me then treat me good..last time still remember he everytime hold door for me de..jason they all suan me then stand up by me..now dun hav le..in class treat me as transparent..if i never tok to him he wont tok to me de..now if give him a chance he would rather slam the door at me loh..go eat wiv them after sch in sch canteen if he never go i wont go de..is cuz he go then i go..when i leave i dun tink he even noe..when walking down tat time he was like walkin veri fast..i bad mood loh then walked veri slow, but cant he slow down n wait for me..jiong yu was like walkin beside me tokin to me, then i was like wad the hell then i walked fast fast..i juz recieve his call..but y didnt i pick up the pone..everytime call him he will give the leng leng tone..i will cry is cuz i care, i didnt pick up the call when he called my daddy hp i was afraid..afraid that i would get hurt..i already tell myself he would b touched by me one day..he would cum back one day,,but i noe this day would never cum..is juz my zhi zhou dou qing..he would treat me good one day n suddenly treat me bad shout at me..scold me bad word..i believe i try veri hard but i fail..haiz..got to go sleep le ='(