Monday, February 23, 2004 @2/23/2004 09:52:00 PM
haiz yesterday ask him tok to me he wanted to talk to ren xin loh..i nth to say loh..yest i quite sad loh i tot i lost it but today i found it quite happy arh..was it really that obvious everybody ask me loh..not everbody lah..gina ask cy also ask..joseph n hf ask too..they were they sayin y eyes guai guai de..pamy ask y i so quite..rashidah ask y i sad..i told her cuz she never tok to me...when rash ask i sort of glad abit loh..at least someone i not close noe i not happy then cheer me up..today chinese period andy were like sayin me n kenneth walk liao loh..pj was also sayin..but the weird thing is kenneth never denied..like onli i care like ttt..when boon ee said in front of me n kenneth..he dun hav reaction loh..he didnt evne suan me loh..as if we really walk like tt...but he also noe i sad lea..he was like misunderstandin me when i speak to him...then i shouted at him loh..today went down with sylvia..she n andy there bi height then i say forget it loh andy taller than u loh..then she n pj bi i was teller her siao..but andy was behind me then she call me i nearly banged in to andy...but dunnoe y i veri happy lea..mayb is infactuation ba..i tryin to use andy to make me feel happy arh..today got 3 tests ornot loh..history qutie quite easy but ss like veri hard..i sit beside grace she was there askin me never sit with your gina meh..haiz..i also dunnoe...today stay back..okay lah actaully i also dun need to stay y did i stay isit cuz of pj..haiz..b deciscive since already wan to fang qi then should not care bout him liao..but today saw him usin his hp..i didnt feel anything loh...then whole lit never miss dao him arh..act wan song him go home one loh..i stop myself..n im veri proud of myself..boonee was like sayin wad ur taste veri bad there critizing me arh..wat i veri flirt..but then she noebout kenneth she say kenneth tlel hier on lea..i also veri blur..but i dun feel anything loh..when she say so much crap..gina say pj is not a good stead..true ba...i yue lai yue dunnoe wad he is tinkin liao loh..suddenly treat me good then treat me bad..i really cannot take it loh..juz now he msg me say motivate me study..haha..ask me dun reply..dunnoe wad he tinkin...gtg bathe le juz wake up...